Wednesday, April 5, 2017

MasterMind ... JUST A BOOK

MY LESSONS LEARNT FROM 15 YEARS OF THINKING THE ORIGINAL THOUGHT THROUGH TRIAL AND ERROR.

I LEARNT THROUGH MY VARIOUS PUNISHMENTS METED OUT TO ME BEFORE REACHING MY CONSCIOUSNESS.

WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS I ASKED MYSELF.

THE DEVIL SAYS .. PAY KARMA FOR YOUR PAST LIVES. GOD SAYS YOU CAME INTO THIS WORLD TO EXPERIENCE PHYSICALITY.
SANCTIMONIOUS ARE WE ?

WHAT LIES BETWEEN THE 2 ... THE GENE STORY WHICH SAYS EVERYTHING IS INHERITED OR THAT WE HAVE A CHOICE TO USE WHAT WE WISH TO EXPERIENCE IN THIS LIFE ? SO MANY DUALITIES TO FOCUS THE MIND'S ATTENTION ON. THE MIND TAKING YOU ON A WHIRLWIND TRIP THAT FEW ESCAPE UNSCATHED.

’"Merrily the feast I’ve made
Yesterday I brewed, today I baked;
Now merrily I’ll dance and sing,
For this day did a stranger bring.
Little did I .. a lady dream
That MasterMind would be my name.

SO WHAT DID I DO. COOKED MY PALAK (SPINACH) ON AUTOPILOT AND FOCUSSED ON THE MIND ON THIS MY QUEST .. TO REACH MY STAR .. NO MATTER HOW NEAR .. NO MATTER HOW FAR. ANOTHER DUALITY AND NOT MY WORDS. WHEN NEAR IS THE PREFERRED CHOICE WHAT DOES .. NO MATTER HOW FAR MEAN. I'LL PUT YOU INTO A SQUARE BOX AND HAMMER THE NAILS IN TIGHT.
DID YOU EVEN BEGIN TO GUESS THAT THIS WAS WHAT YOU CHOSE. REALLY .. YES REALLY DEAR. YOU GET THESE RESULTS WHEN YOU DO NOT GO TO KNOWLEDGE FROM THE BEGINNING .. NEVER SKIP LAYERS .. IT WILL THROW SHIT ON YOUR PRISTINE WALLS.

This is one of the finest of rare articles you will ever be privileged to read. Whether you understand it or not is your fate in this life. I will only call to the intelligent of this world.

FLIPPED SPIRITS ON TO THEIR BACKS .. AS BELOW SO ABOVE. AS RETOLD THROUGH THE WORDS ..
NO RANCOUR IN THE GIVING !!!! Did i just repeat that ?

A RAREFIED FIELD OF EXISTENCE
CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE SUB-CONSCIOUS
GODS AND THEIR PURPORTED COUNTERPARTS
DOCTORS AND THEIR SPIRITUAL VICTIMS
GIVING AND RECEIVING ?????????????????

POINT TO PONDER ... JUST ONE STORY TOLD THROUGH DIFFERENT DUALITIES.

Throughout my tryst with my destiny I walked on the razor's edge most of the time. I began seeking the knowledge of the gods at the age of 45. My soul undertook this journey into its own greatness taking me along for the ride at the beginning. I had been prescribed a death sentence around that age. Guess it was that at some level except it was not a physical death that was manifesting me into a new person. Warnings were shared with me about diabetes running in the family and grandfather Cooper dying in a diabetic coma. Should I have followed suit. I would have if I had followed the gene story of the world and I did at the start taking my first few baby steps in to diabetes. But thankfully much before I became a STEVE JOBS IN THE DIABETIC WORLD .. I began to part ways with it in anger.

Learn this lesson if there be any wise among you facing such a challenge.Nothing in life should ever be reduced into the physical part of you .. the body. That way is surely the end of all intelligence and ignorance has taken over the running of your life. It will take you to its bitter end .. a destruction of random body parts. What will follow next will be seen through many many stories. But the clear way is down hill. You will never feel being a hill again .. tall .. unshakeable. You will have paid a price for the loss of intelligence.

The sad part .. none of this is known / seen or understood by you before the event. Your live from one day to the next and you come across the different punishments the dead have left you as lessons for your life. They are the words of the past and their lessons are either fun or downright horrible... depends on how lucky you are through random selection. When I hear my friends talking and their idle boasts the only emotion I felt was pity. And the only reason that made me feel grateful was to be able to say .. was almost there but for the grace of seeing myself as a god.

You have been relegated to having your life run by the sub-conscious .. the masses who jump to conclusions without verifying the truth of anything ... at any level.

From a young age I felt different. As if something was calling to me but I had not the foggiest idea what it really was. Suffice to say words inspired me. Funny that stories in themselves never made much of an impression on me except in their present. Nothing new .. guess its the same for all. So here I am shorn of my feathers that mask us all .. able to speak my truths as they are yours too.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017


What’s best about me at my age ?

What is best about me at my age ?

This year I am all of 62
 But last year was I 61 ?
Can’t really tell .. feel the same way inside
Since I was 21.
Am I defined by my inside world ..
Or the one outside.
No .. oh no .. we all led secret lives earlier ..
Who was your last filmstar idol ..
Mine was Shashi Kapoor and Robert Redford
 But age mellows us ..
When we see they’ve aged !
Am I still the same inside ..can I flip for another filmstar ?
Haven’t found one as yet .. will keep you posted.

What is best about me at my age ? 
Having mastered the art of receiving compliments. 
Most people I have noticed … aren’t .. 
Comfortable enough to give or receive. 
What a beautiful sari you have on ! 
Get my point .. thank god I do not ever wear the stuff. 
Imagine being told my whole life that someone likes my clothes 
Better than me !! 

 What’s best about me at my age ? 
Owning the mindset to grow and feel younger. 
Where was I when I was younger 
Too busy playing mommy to hubby and babies 
So I am making up for it big time ..
Now  I wake up when I want to 
All days its not before 9. 
Guilt is what keeps us bound to our duties 
I just tore off that layer for me

What’s best about me at my age ? 
The fact that my kitchen is more often closed than open 
I lie in bed every morning for a good half hour 
And meticulously plan the day’s meals. 
And then I add my secret sauce 
I tell myself I cooked it in my head
Is that not enough .. why do I have to do it all over again in the kitchen ! 
Consider it a blessing to pay for my dinner
When I am helping so many earn a living by ordering my meals from Swiggy.com !!